my life . . .

Hey, Im Saturnus and I was born in the saddest  family in the world, maybe. My father always drunk with his friends. My mother always get out at night and go home at dawn, I don’t know what she did. And the most disgusting is my brother, he always bring girl every night and the girl was always different in every night ! Oh God, I hate my self already.

One day when I when Im crying at the corner of the street, someone came up to me and ask to me, “Hey, boy why are you crying ?”, I saw his face and I said, “I hate my life. I hate everything. I hate what has been given by God in my life. My family has been broken, my father always drunk, my mom is just like a bitch, and my brother may already be suffering from HIV. I hate this life !” I shouted at his face, and what he did ? he just smile and hug me, and then he said, “Boy, you know what ? you are so lucky, you know .. When Im just a kid my father leave me and my mother alone and then after 2 years my mother leave me for forever and now I live alone at this big city, making money at the bar just for eat. You know, you should thanks to God because he has’nt taken your parents from you. Trust me, you’re so lucky there are still many people out there are worse but still survive for a better life. Trust me”, he said this with a sweetest smile I’ve ever seen and leave me. He make me think …

Words from the man who never I recognize make me feel alive for second time. Now, I love my family more than ever. I never grumble at them again. I now I'm just thinking how to make a mess of my life is to be better than before. I love my family than ever. The man was right, Im so lucky.